Mom & Dad are going back to HK today. I can’t explain how my heart is deeply sadden by their leave. There are quite a few heavy feelings with their stay here. How many times I wanted to do my best but feel like I’m never good enough. Mom always has something to say no matter what I do.
Mom & Dad are here
They are coming to stay with us for few weeks. I feel excited and at the same time very nervous.
New place new starts
We’ve moved in on Nov 29 into our new house finally! After a two months long renovation, we moved in with a thankful heart. Moving was quite stressful, I had been feeling anxious especially when the moving company messed up their schedule. We ended up having to split up our belongings to move in two separate days.
After moving in we were busy unpack, I had not been paying attention to weather. We have our coldest winter in BC so far, followed by heavy snow. The coldest day was -7 during day time, I wasn’t prepare to be honest. I was tired, anxious to get things unpacked, and I got a cold/flu. In just a few days, my coughing got worst and having fever for two days. I was very neglect to go to the doctor, as I thought I was praying fervently to be healed by the power of God. Deep down in my heart I feared to go to the doctor…. dunno why. However, my fever was going down, I went to Glover Medical Clinic at last. The doctor diagnose my sickness was due to flu and got worse into bronchitis. Taking antibiotic for seven days, I finally feel much better.
Too bad Hunny got sick from me, I feel very bad he had to take times off from work. As he was getting better, we got lots of things done around the house. We finally set up our own bedroom, and slept in our room first time last night. Later today I’ll put the clothing back to the closet, hopefully it’ll be done by the time Hunny comes home 🙂
You are here
Father God you are my breath of life, you are worthy of all the worship and praise.
Life is in your hands, life is from you, life is within you, life is formed around you.
You give hope, you give joy, you give assurance, you give peace.
You are the light in the darkness, You are the guidance of life journey, You are in control in every aspect of my life.
Even when my life is still, when I feel there is no spiritual growth, or personal growth, You are here with me.
Every moments, every steps I take, You know me full well and You know where I am going.
My heart longs for a deeper connection with You.
My soul seeks for the contentment in Your presence.
My lips are made to praise You.
My mind is made to think of heavenly things.
My heart is captured by Your everlasting love.
Praise You in the morning. Praise You in the evening. Praise You in every moments, highs and lows.
I believe, I choose to believe,You watch over us, here with us, take care of us, guide us, walk with us, discipline us, instruct us, teach us to walk in Your way.
Thank you Heavenly Father for having patience with us.
Washer/Dryer
We found out the washer/dryer don’t fit in the laundry room the way we want, and probably we can hardly open the door to the garage. Hubby was very upset, but I don’t know why. I could have thought of a few reason of why he got very upset. I actually found that his reaction was very cute, hehe~ Somehow for me this is not a big deal, and I’m pretty determined that it won’t stop me from moving it.
If I’ve never said it before, I’ll say it now that knowing how much he loves me. He would always put me first, put my best interest in mind, and protect me from harm. Thank you Hubby for loving me! I might never feel like I deserve your love, but I am loved by you. I am and truly believe that I am loved by you. I love you Hubby! muah!
Medicine
I see the difference it makes in my body and mind, those medicine drops and tablets can be wonderful if I take it on time. Two night ago, I missed taking those at night and yesterday was not so good. I became very grumpy, my body was weak and swollen…. yes water retention ….in my whole body that made me very uncomfortable. How did I know? I took them on time yesterday, and still I wouldn’t sleep well because I kept waking up for bathroom. I got up about three times at night and each time I had a lot to ppppp…..
So I guess I need to take those on time, and stick with it for now! I’m so tired to taking those everyday and night…. ai…:P
Grumpy
Maybe I shouldn’t stay up all night doing nothing, this time I blame the milk tea. I was tired physically but my mind was pretty bright and strong until 3am. Lacking of sleep and only slept for few hours made me a monster of today. I did try to do something to occupy my mind and body, but found that I have no more room to stack the boxes. Looking at them for more two months now really makes me feel stressful! I now regret packing so early….. that makes us no where to go, sit… or do anything outside of the office ….sigh….
Reno con’t
We went to check out yesterday, but found that the old washer/dryer are no where in sight. They put them outside of the garage when someone came to fix the garage floor. I’m not too upset about losing the w/d; however, the thought of losing it made me feel unsafe. If they were stolen, I can’t help but thinking that someone actually drove by and took those away. Many scenarios ran through my mind… who would have going back and forth passing by our place to steal stuffs… when our side door key hole is twisted, I already thought that maybe someone came and tried to break in. No, I don’t feel safe anymore, giving my previous experience… I don’t think I will ever feel safe again…
I’m hoping to add a few surveillance cameras around the house and at each doors, security lights and all that… like i said before if ever stuffs happen at least there will be proof… I dunno… maybe I’m too worried and anxious….. sigh….
Reno started
It just started today~ The journey of our new home!
Almost
It is almost time to start the renovation in our new home. We have been waiting for Mr.K to give us the quote. Today, he called and let us know the estimated price and what is included. Now that we have a general idea, we can go ahead and order more furniture. Mr.K told us once we confirm the pricing and what needs to be done, he will go ahead and start…. the reno will be done approximately in 3-4 weeks.
Can’t believe it’s only three weeks since we got our house key. We have been going back and forth from Surrey and Langley every other day. It’s our home, we feel like home and it is indeed our own place! Looking forward to see our home’s new face.