After 6 weeks training, I started with taking phone call two weeks ago. I still dislike taking phone call and with this position came with more challenges. I was happy to leave DMCC, but I’m not sure now that I like GE. I lost hope in doing my best for work, and for life. I feel tired all the time and even feeling a little depressed. So far my TL didn’t say anything regarding my leave. And I know I’m at dangerous spot… because I haven’t shown much of my performance yet. I would like to keep my hope up and continue to be here. I would like to overcome fear or my dislike and press on. I would like to hang on to see the next internal job posting up. I would like to hang on to apply for those positions and have a change. I need to keep myself in this loop to give myself a chance for this upcoming opportunity…. God, please help me!
Category Archives: Work Stuff
Christmas Gifts 2020
I guess I got the best Christmas gifts this year, with a new born baby and a new job.
Definitely, I didn’t expect to receive a call today…. Remember I have job interview for SP04 position earlier on Dec 7th, it’s been two weeks.
I have lost hope…. I thought SP04 position doesn’t suit for what I wanted to do, or I would say I don’t think I’m capable to do it. At last, I say God You know me better than I know myself. Whatever comes first, I will take it as a job that you want me to do.
So, here I am today, accepted this job offer and will start on Jan 11th.
Let’s see if the training this time is better … well at least it’ll be a five weeks training!
oh well…
After the phone call with TL, I got a chain of emails.
I mentioned in the phone call that I wasn’t sure about adhere adjustment, I wasn’t sure I heard that before….
TL puts me under the spotlight, it creates a chain of reaction….
How upsetting…
I don’t say that I hate this department for no reason!
Everything is restrictive….
it sucks being here…..
Offer of employment
Today I got the letter, I’m accepted into SP3 position. Going to start on Nov9, so exciting!.
Questionnaire to Candidate
Got a letter of questionnaire for SP3 position. It’s for DMCC. Keep praying for a new opportunity.
逃避
這幾天在追劇是為了逃避不想面對明天。今天收到留在公司的個人物品寄回來了,有如被現實狠狠地在臉上揍了一拳,忽然人變清醒要認清被解僱的事實。
我覺得好迷失,好像又回到2019年開始工作之前的狀況。好無奈,現實就是如此的殘酷。好真實,卻又無法面對。好想逃避,但知道這不能一輩子下去。
每次
每一次覺得自信被建立了,有一個突發狀況把我打垮
每一次突發狀況在我身上,都是別人第一次遇到
算是人生不同的經歷吧
希望我可以堅強些
但是覺得好累
好好生活 給家人好的生活 應該是我的動力吧
還是覺得有心無力
我。。。迷失了
Administrative letter
Got the final letter, I was being let go from RMO. Such a sad day, when the reality hits hard like this. How I felt like I could hid in this comfort zone forever, but no more.
The End of an Era
After about a year and a half of looking, sending resume, interviewing, and waiting, the CRA has offered me an entry level audit position. Although this is a contract position, I was assured that with the increased budget, it is highly likely that the agency will offer permanent positions fairly quickly.
PLBC has been a great place to work at. Yes, there are many areas that can seriously use some improvements, but all in all, the work is meaningful. Nothing beats working with a great supervisor.
I pray that as PLBC continues on its path to accreditation, it will also grow in maturity – in its policies, procedures, and internal communication. I pray that I will be the salt and light at the CRA – be professional, integral, and personable.