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Spirituality

Father God you are my breath of life, you are worthy of all the worship and praise.

Life is in your hands, life is from you, life is within you, life is formed around you.

You give hope, you give joy, you give assurance, you give peace.

You are the light in the darkness, You are the guidance of life journey, You are in control in every aspect of my life.

Even when my life is still, when I feel there is no spiritual growth, or personal growth, You are here with me.

Every moments, every steps I take, You know me full well and You know where I am going.

My heart longs for a deeper connection with You.

My soul seeks for the contentment in Your presence.

My lips are made to praise You.

My mind is made to think of heavenly things.

My heart is captured by Your everlasting love.

Praise You in the morning. Praise You in the evening. Praise You in every moments, highs and lows.

I believe, I choose to believe,You watch over us, here with us, take care of us, guide us, walk with us, discipline us, instruct us, teach us to walk in Your way.

Thank you Heavenly Father for having patience with us.

Washer/Dryer

Journey to our home, Life stuffs

We found out the washer/dryer don’t fit in the laundry room the way we want, and probably we can hardly open the door to the garage. Hubby was very upset, but I don’t know why. I could have thought of a few reason of why he got very upset. I actually found that his reaction was very cute, hehe~ Somehow for me this is not a big deal, and I’m pretty determined that it won’t stop me from moving it.

If I’ve never said it before, I’ll say it now that knowing how much he loves me. He would always put me first, put my best interest in mind, and protect me from harm. Thank you Hubby for loving me! I might never feel like I deserve your love, but I am loved by you. I am and truly believe that I am loved by you. I love you Hubby! muah!

Medicine

Health & Wellness

I see the difference it makes in my body and mind, those medicine drops and tablets can be wonderful if I take it on time. Two night ago, I missed taking those at night and yesterday was not so good. I became very grumpy, my body was weak and swollen…. yes water retention ….in my whole body that made me very uncomfortable. How did I know? I took them on time yesterday, and still I wouldn’t sleep well because I kept waking up for bathroom. I got up about three times at night and each time I had a lot to ppppp…..

So I guess I need to take those on time, and stick with it for now! I’m so tired to taking those everyday and night…. ai…:P

Grumpy

Journey to our home, Sore spots

Maybe I shouldn’t stay up all night doing nothing, this time I blame the milk tea. I was tired physically but my mind was pretty bright and strong until 3am. Lacking of sleep and only slept for few hours made me a monster of today. I did try to do something to occupy my mind and body, but found that I have no more room to stack the boxes. Looking at them for more two months now really makes me feel stressful! I now regret packing so early….. that makes us no where to go, sit… or do anything outside of the office ….sigh….

Reno con’t

Journey to our home, Psych stuffs, Sore spots

We went to check out yesterday, but found that the old washer/dryer are no where in sight. They put them outside of the garage when someone came to fix the garage floor. I’m not too upset about losing the w/d; however, the thought of losing it made me feel unsafe. If they were stolen, I can’t help but thinking that someone actually drove by and took those away. Many scenarios ran through my mind… who would have going back and forth passing by our place to steal stuffs… when our side door key hole is twisted, I already thought that maybe someone came and tried to break in. No, I don’t feel safe anymore, giving my previous experience… I don’t think I will ever feel safe again…

I’m hoping to add a few surveillance cameras around the house and at each doors, security lights and all that… like i said before if ever stuffs happen at least there will be proof… I dunno… maybe I’m too worried and anxious….. sigh….

Almost

Journey to our home

It is almost time to start the renovation in our new home. We have been waiting for Mr.K to give us the quote. Today, he called and let us know the estimated price and what is included. Now that we have a general idea, we can go ahead and order more furniture. Mr.K told us once we confirm the pricing and what needs to be done, he will go ahead and start…. the reno will be done approximately in 3-4 weeks.

Can’t believe it’s only three weeks since we got our house key. We have been going back and forth from Surrey and Langley every other day. It’s our home, we feel like home and it is indeed our own place! Looking forward to see our home’s new face.

Friends & Family

Life stuffs, Sore spots

I was happy to see Scarlett, it’s been six years since I last saw her. However, my body doesn’t agree with me, with all the activities I had last week. This tiredness is unbearable. I almost want to lay in the bed all day long, I’m that tired. My whole body is aching, energy level dropped to the lowest, and my mind goes blank.

So this morning when I saw Chris’ message, I’m pissed and annoyed. I’m not able to make changes for my schedule, it’s mentally unable … physically unwilling….. I’m tired for this…. I wish this could come to the end……. I’m tired…..tired…….tired………

Thankful

Spirituality

Thank you Lord for all your provision, we are rich even when we feel poor.

Thank you Lord for who we are in Christ, You put us in our families.

Thank you Lord for guiding us, You are with us even though we feel lost sometimes.

Thank you Lord for Your Holy Spirit in us, sometimes that tiny little whisper awaken our soul.

Thank you Lord for yesterday, today, and tomorrow, You renew us even when I feel like I’m getting older every single day.

Thank you Lord for my Husband unconditional love, it is Your love in us and draw us closer to each other.

Thank you Lord~ Blessings upon blessings. Your love is everlasting. Your grace is enough for us.

sick

Health & Wellness, Spirituality

I’ve been feeling sick for the past week or so. This time I really felt that I’m physically weak and my body is in a fighting mode. I rarely got this sick, and Hunny thinks that it’s because I’m in a detox phrase and my body is weak. Somehow I’m glad that I got sick, I felt like the virus is hiding in me for the longest time. It came out and I can finally fight back. I’m getting as much as sleep as I should. I sleep whenever I want. Though, I don’t want to take too much medicine, it actually helped my body to fight in this time.

Spiritually, I feel that I’m fighting something in the spiritual realm. I really don’t know what that is, if that related to family, personal, friends or anything…. i have no clue, but it’s a battle and I know God is for me, for us! I pray that I stay alert, keep on praying when God’s willing. I may be able to understand one day. Blessings~ He who trusted in the Lord shall not be disappointed. For God is with us, not against us. He takes care of us, and guide us in the path of the land of abundant. He who trusted in the Lord, is not poor in spirit. He who fixed his eyes on the Lord, shall hear the Spirit’s voice. Amen. God is with us. He leads us to understanding, He mould us into His image. We are who we are because God’s image in us. If we have a heart of God, we will see the needs around us. If we have the eyes of the Lord, we will see those who need the Lord, the gospel. Amen. The Lord gives us wisdom, knowledge and understanding. Though, we may seem to suffer, the Lord has carried the load for us on the Cross. Through sufferings, we may see the Lord’s heart, His heart for people. Praise the Lord. He redeems us. Praise the Lord. He delivers us. Praise the Lord, He saves us. Amen.