I went to visit Miss K today and we talked a lot of different stuffs. I told her that I appreciated how she didn’t give up on me and continue to contact me. We gave each other our life updates and I expressed my grudges which occurs after the incident. Where at last BBQ I invited myself to go but no one informed me the time… and her initial response when I invited myself…. anyways… it’s all good now
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有些事
有些事心裡明白了，心情也釋放了。想起過去有一個人，一次又一次沒有把我包括在她的活動中。現在我明白我其實已經被放在好朋友的圈子外。也許現在不是難過 而是覺得心情釋放了。我不用在想要怎樣維持一個不現實的關係。
真心覺得年紀大了 就會多想。就算是昨天好像已經把話說開，我覺得關係中還是由疙瘩。或許是我自己無法像以前一樣地天真，那麼多的包容 忍耐。我變了…. 但不是我想要的 我。
Meeting up old friend
Hubby decided to contact Miss L for me. We met today at lunch and had a long chat. I felt that we definitely clear things up, but I wonder if this will last long. I mean I’m still a little guilty not inviting her to our wedding. We did talked about it… but… I dunno.
I told her everything that I experienced in that place, and she expressed that she understood being that she worked there for more than a decade. She also told me how much she appreciated Hubby and I had done in that place. I mean…. it’s nice to literally hear that from someone saying it.
I felt relief that I can tell someone, or Miss L what I went through there. I don’t need to hide it (my feelings, resentment, all that…) anymore in being afraid I’m judging those elders.
I’m thankful for the Lord is among us!
I pray for God’s healing upon my body and my mind, amen.
ups and downs
There are times I feel that my physical and psychological condition are going ups and downs. Maybe it’s this monthly time again, I feel very emotional these two days. I feel a little depressed and I’m not sleeping well. I guess doing some exercise will help my sleep at night….
Will I ever get better and be normal again? I’m not sure if I ever know what normal is….
dreams – Bible stories
I dreamt of talking to an elderly women who seems to be a missionary and other pastor around in the same room. We had a conversation on how much I know the Bible stories. I told her I remember 登山變像 and Peter’s fisherman of men… there’s supposedly one more story, but I forgot when I got up…
Very interesting … maybe time to read the Bible again?
naturopathic visit – parasites
It seems that blood circulation and hormone balance are getting better. However, my digestive system is very weak, and Dr. F found out that I have parasites. From my research this morning, having parasites might be affecting my digestive system as well. I would say I have 8 out of 10 from the list below >_<
10 Signs You May Have a Parasite
- You have unexplained constipation, diarrhea, gas, or other symptoms of IBS
- You traveled internationally and remember getting traveler’s diarrhea while abroad
- You have a history of food poisoning and your digestion has not been the same since.
- You have trouble falling asleep, or you wake up multiple times during the night.
- You get skin irritations or unexplained rashes, hives, rosacea or eczema.
- You grind your teeth in your sleep.
- You have pain or aching in your muscles or joints.
- You experience fatigue, exhaustion, depression, or frequent feelings of apathy.
- You never feel satisfied or full after your meals.
- You’ve been diagnosed with iron-deficiency anemia.
dream this week
In my dream, hubby and I were on our way out of the airport. The highway was close due to construction and we had to go to the only route on the side of the city. We passed by a forest and then reached a wooden bridge. I was surprised to see the beautiful scenery behind those trees. There was this giant waterfall, very much like Niagara Fall in the East. The water was so clear underneath where the sun was shinning down and the water was glistening. In order to pass this scene, we had to cross the one and only way on this wooden bridge. It was scary since the wooden bridge was merely as wide as our car. However, we made it to the end, that’s also the end of this dream.
I told Hubby about my dream this morning… as we were discussing, I got a sense that we passed the trial, test, or whatever difficulty that we were facing. Surely, the path was difficult and dangerous, but the process itself is a beauty. I wonder what God is saying to us today!? Blessings~ God is with us!
Mortgage
It was approved yesterday and we finally sense a relief from wondering what’s going to happen. Moving ahead, we started to pack and so far there are 20+boxes of books alone. Still not sure if we’re hiring moving company to move our belonging. I’m prompting toward hiring moving company instead of asking friends. Anyways, we need to get the house key first, then see how long will the reno take. Blessings, God is with us!
BC Day
We didn’t do much on BC Day, except we went shopping. Great deal at the Bay and we got some new clothes for hubby. Again, we drove by our future home just wanna check out everything okay.
I finally got to try that hot spicy korean noodles…. not too bad, taste pretty good.
We went out for a walk after dinner, iPhone apps told me that I walked 10,000 steps today. I’m still waiting for my Fitbit, so looking forward to use it for my everyday exercise routine… if there’s any 😛
Weight Loss
Today marks the 60 days of my weight loss journey since started.
I have already lost 14 lbs and probably still have 100 lbs + to go!
Yay for 14 lbs~~~