There’s nothing special with stepping into year 2018.

I’m still alone sitting in front of the computer in this new year morning.

All by myself even when this is the last day of your holiday, new year morning of 2018.

I’m not sure if I’m allowed to feel upset at the fact that you didn’t notice when you decided to meet someone on the new year morning

I’m not sure if I’m allowed to be upset because that’s not a good wife should be doing

I’m not sure why I’m this upset, still crying when you are already driving away

I’m not sure if I could put away my ideal new year morning, thinking of spending time with you and having breakfast with you, your last day of holiday, and our new year morning…….