We sent our offer last night in hope of decreasing the price by ten thousands dollar. So I’ve been waiting the whole morning, and anxiously waiting until the late afternoon. The owner will only accept our offer if we there’s no subject and offer at asking price, and possession on Sept 7.

Hunny and I both agreed to the seller’s wants, because the place is quite unique. According to Mr. G last night, the houses in this area is holding up the value pretty well. Meaning if we continue to maintain well, and gradually renovate/ update all the necessity, this house will worth more than it is today.

Since I’ve been waiting this morning, I felt very anxious. Holy Spirit reminded me to pray and worship God, I sense God was saying that He missed my singing voice. So I set a side sometimes to sing praise and worship Him. This tremendous sense of his presence fills up my heart and mind, something that I missed for so long … which I became so foreign to yet so comforting to know that He’s near. I can sense that my heart is soften under His loving kindness and patience. He has been waiting for me to search Him and connect with Him again.

I resent that I only came to Him when I felt the weakest in my spirit. I mean I want to connect with Him when I feel life is smooth and all that too….. I guess better be late than never coming back to Him. I praise God for Hubby, who is a constant strength in our relationship. He is like the anchor that set firm in God, and not easily sway away. Thank God for my parents that so supportive in finance and in knowledge. I pray that my relationship with in-law will be better and closer. I pray that I will have the open heart to them, just like how Hubby accepts me. I hope that in the future when they come visit we will be offer them a comfortable suite while visit.

Lord, show me the way! Be it studying in ACTS or doing something else, please show me the way, amen.