After 6 weeks training, I started with taking phone call two weeks ago. I still dislike taking phone call and with this position came with more challenges. I was happy to leave DMCC, but I’m not sure now that I like GE. I lost hope in doing my best for work, and for life. I feel tired all the time and even feeling a little depressed. So far my TL didn’t say anything regarding my leave. And I know I’m at dangerous spot… because I haven’t shown much of my performance yet. I would like to keep my hope up and continue to be here. I would like to overcome fear or my dislike and press on. I would like to hang on to see the next internal job posting up. I would like to hang on to apply for those positions and have a change. I need to keep myself in this loop to give myself a chance for this upcoming opportunity…. God, please help me!