The long wait had been gone, I finally decided to apply for a job.  Though I must say i didn’t work hard to find one at all, this opportunity to pursuit one is here.  Who knows if this is what God has in mind, I just knew that this opportunity seems too easy to come by.  I’ve been feeling stressed and nervous since I found out I’ll be taking the exam and having the interview on Oct 27th.

I’m stressed and nervous because I feel like this is my chance to prove that I am able.  Is this God’s given chance to prove that I am still capable to do well in exams, speak english in a cohesive and logic way to express myself. Am I able to do this job? I want to prove that I can and I want to grab this opportunity so that I can see my worth.

I also want to start to work so that I can help ease the load on Hubby’s shoulder.  He has been working so hard to support our family. Yet, I’m doing nothing, and I wanted a change…. I want to work hard together with hubby to pursuit our goals, and to travel around the world.

As much as I wanted to get this job, I need to lay it all down to Him. If He’s willing…

May Your will be done, amen.