When I was single, there was always a picture in my mind. I will be on the stage leading worship and my future husband will be playing music for me since I can’t play instruments while singing. That had been my dream, and I will say it is still my dream.

Every time I listen to worship music, this long lost dream will pop up again.

Today, as I was listening to Hillsong music, this had me thinking if I would ever go back to lead worship one day. Are we wasting God’s given talent not serving him? I know serving is not about standing on stage…. but what if my call is to lead worship on stage? Will my husband serve with me, my hubby who is my support, my biggest cheerleader, my musical director?

I love singing, but I’m so afraid to stand in front of people. I love singing, but I’m very afraid to make mistakes. I love singing, but I’m afraid I would sound very bad…. maybe fear has conquered me once again and dreams are killed. Will God revive in me what seems to be lost?