It’s been more than a week and I would say it’s about few weeks ago that I smell that faint foul smell in the laundry room.

I was jokingly telling Bao that our house smells like death. However, that’s not what I’ve sensed in my spirit.

See, I don’t consider that as bad lucky (even though it’s only the beginning of the year).  My perspective shifts to seeing God reminds us to cleanse all the bad, the sins, and all that He detests in our lives. He reminds us to go to Him daily so that He will cleanse us from our sins. No, it’s not a ritual, but a constant relationship with God that we shall talk to him every moments in our lives.

He reminds me not to give up on this relationship and not to putting him in the back room.

As I posted the last journal, I was reminded that we need to allow the Holy Spirit in our lives.  We need to have our spirit renew again and again.  We ought not to stuck in our daily routine, but forgot that He is God, the centre of our lives. He has provision more than we can ever ask for. He heals and restores us even when I feel miserable. That is why I think those two chinese songs became our theme songs. It’s not about us. It’s all about  Him, how is worthy to be praised