Monthly Archives: January 2018

Hubby Thank You!

Journey to our home, Spirituality

As I was looking at your face, I felt that there should be more that I could be doing to ease your burden.

It hurts me to see that you carry all the burdens, which mainly about money, and yet you would never complaint.

I’m thankful, hubby!

You’ve shown me unconditional love and acceptance.

You’ve loved me, more than I’ve ever imagined.

Few months before we started to date, God woke me up one morning. It was 4am and I was fully awake. Holy Spirit promoted me to pray for my future husband. He showed me that I had significant insecurity about marriage. Today, I can say that I was clearly reminded by God at that moment. He said whomever that I would be with in the future, always trust that he loves me and don’t ever doubt it.

God has shown me faithful and his words are true.

You’ve always loved me, even when I have doubt.

You’ve always shown me love, even when I act selfishly.

You’re a God sent husband, truly a gift from God more than I ever deserved.

Thank you, Hubby, for being with me, loving me, showing me what love is.

I pray that everyday I’ll be a better wife than yesterday to you, and to you only.

I love you~

 

More than a week

Life stuffs, Spirituality

It’s been more than a week and I would say it’s about few weeks ago that I smell that faint foul smell in the laundry room.

I was jokingly telling Bao that our house smells like death. However, that’s not what I’ve sensed in my spirit.

See, I don’t consider that as bad lucky (even though it’s only the beginning of the year).  My perspective shifts to seeing God reminds us to cleanse all the bad, the sins, and all that He detests in our lives. He reminds us to go to Him daily so that He will cleanse us from our sins. No, it’s not a ritual, but a constant relationship with God that we shall talk to him every moments in our lives.

He reminds me not to give up on this relationship and not to putting him in the back room.

As I posted the last journal, I was reminded that we need to allow the Holy Spirit in our lives.  We need to have our spirit renew again and again.  We ought not to stuck in our daily routine, but forgot that He is God, the centre of our lives. He has provision more than we can ever ask for. He heals and restores us even when I feel miserable. That is why I think those two chinese songs became our theme songs. It’s not about us. It’s all about  Him, how is worthy to be praised

年初

Spirituality

我覺得這兩首，超乎所求 &耶和華的禧年， 是神給我們今年的歌：

 

 

超乎所求

耶和華以勒     我供應者  你超乎我一切所求
耶和華拉法     我醫治者，因你鞭傷我得釋放
耶和華沙瑪     與我同在
你供應我所需     你是超乎所求
超乎所想     超乎我一切所需

 

 

耶和華的禧年

耶和華的靈在我心裡
使我剛強有能力
叫那貧窮得富足
叫那瞎眼得醫治
叫那捆綁 勞苦重擔得釋放

現在就是耶和華的禧年
現在就是耶和華的禧年
我要歌頌讚美主
歡慶敬拜祂
高聲宣楊耶和華的禧年

01/01/2018

Sore spots

There’s nothing special with stepping into year 2018.

I’m still alone sitting in front of the computer in this new year morning.

All by myself even when this is the last day of your holiday, new year morning of 2018.

I’m not sure if I’m allowed to feel upset at the fact that you didn’t notice when you decided to meet someone on the new year morning

I’m not sure if I’m allowed to be upset because that’s not a good wife should be doing

I’m not sure why I’m this upset, still crying when you are already driving away

I’m not sure if I could put away my ideal new year morning, thinking of spending time with you and having breakfast with you, your last day of holiday, and our new year morning…….