The Lord provided what we needed. As I’m such a little faith I always worried that we’ll not be able to afford mortgage and will lose our home. Somehow the thoughts of preparing for the worse always stick with me. I’ve never doubt Hubby’s ability, how he’s capable to do great thing for his work place. I’ve never worried that he won’t get a job or offer, because I know how much he’s capable to do.

Besides, there’s an offer from a firm in Surrey, Mr.N is trying to match the offer so that Hubby will stay. I’m happy for him, knowing that God never cease to amaze us. It’s a miracle that Hubby got a salary raise and he got to stay longer in the current work place. God is good! I’m thankful!

I wonder if I go out there to find a job, who will take me ? I experienced the worst work place ever in my life, however, I wonder if I will ever get a better work place. I lost my faith in people, the world out there seems scary to me. Lately, I’ve been thinking if I still want to study or work. Even with studying, I wonder if I still want to go for counselling, or theology. Something to think about ….