You’ve put your arms around me, and all I wanna say was I wanted to be more healthy (so I may live longer to take care of you). You asked me why I wanted to be healthy, but I’m too afraid to say that I want to have  your child. I’m afraid I’m not healthy enough to bear a child. I’m afraid I’m not good enough to be a mother. I’m afraid I’m not brave enough to take the child out to see this world. I’m afraid I’m not flexible enough to allow the child to experience adventures…. I’m too afraid of all the unknowns… just too afraid….