Last day of Mr. Chips, I will definitely miss him and hopefully I will visit sometimes in the future. He is such a gentle dog, although not very smart, he is pretty obedient. I understand he didn’t bark a lot like the smaller dog… but still, I’m not very used to the barking. Bibi and Happy usually don’t bother with other dogs, they are in their own little world with humans. Happy doesn’t bark much …. anyways, we are still thinking if we should bring him over to Canada. I wonder if he is physically able to fly all the way across the world.
Monthly Archives: June 2016
Mr. Chips
The fun of dog sitting, how I want to have my own doggie. It would be awesome to have a golden doodle, the colour cream and fluffy one! =) It is time to think about it and start to plan for one~
Realtor
Today we met Mr. Gauer for the first time. At the first ten minutes, I wasn’t sure what he was like when we only talked about our preference for houses. As we talked more, I got more comfortable talking to him because he seemed very patient and listening attentively. By the end of our conversation, he offered to pray for us. This tremendous peace just flows our from within, the assurance that I felt God is watching over us. We are in the right hand, that Ben will work with H.S. and pay attention to details to work for our best interest.
Fast forward to this morning as I was praying our meeting, I got a picture of us praying together. I didn’t give much thought about it because I didn’t think someone will bother to pray for us. I guess I have lost so much trust and confident in person, I just don’t think people care…. especially spiritually….
I’m thankful that God leads us to the right person. I didn’t expect the process of buying a house will be easy; however, we have someone to walk with us… and that, I really appreciate God is showing us He is still faithful in everything that we do today.
看開點
今天，心血來潮的在whatsapp 跟陳小寶打招呼，想說他應該快要來Van。結果，他告訴我他跟拍拖兩年多的 Joy 分手了。然後呢，現在跟一個香港女生在一起，他說他跟Joy 年紀差太多溝通不來。感覺是一個似曾相識的故事內容，他哥以前也是這樣。
不一樣的是我，我心境不一樣了。以前，會覺得男生很花心說變就變。 其實，我都沒有真正瞭解他們相處模式，就覺得是男生沒有想清楚，或不夠愛對方。這次我就聽他說，既然他決定了分手 跟另外一個在一起，我就祝福他。畢竟，我明白這是他的人生。年紀越大看這些事情就越看開。 以前會為他們緊張，為對方女生緊張 其實都是學習過程。
原來看開一點，心情也好過一點。
Future/Past
Life is full of regrets and resentment, it is not always perfect as much as we wanted. Looking back I see things that I have done wrong, I might not want to do anything about it yet. However, there is one thing that I am still very content is to love the man that would never let me go. I see him became stronger everyday, stepping up the role to be a better husband and the pillar of this household. I’m thankful that he is who he is, and only gets better of his own version in Christ.
As we are moving forward, the next chapter of being a adult. We have to decide the location, budget, and preference for our new home. I honestly don’t have patience with this, I just want it to be done with as soon as possible. The strength of our relationship comes from our differences, hubby is the patience, rational, and logical one. No one would like to rush into a decision in buying a house, and we are talking about half a million home.
I’m still learning to be quiet before God. It has been difficult to listen to his voice. The bible hasn’t been opened for a long time. I’m so neglect to reach to that bookshelf. My heart has been cold for him. I want to pursue him again, but I found myself lacking motivation. I hate the word “passion” because it reminds me to something in the past. Still, I must admit I lost the passion for God. I don’t know what to do…
想去的地方
年紀越大越想要尋根，每次被問到最想去哪裡旅行 … 我還是先想到香港， 那個我出生長大的地方。也許是因為父母在哪裡，更讓我想回去。往往想一想，會不會以後回去跟他們相處的時間也不多了？ 我也想去日本，但是我不知道為什麼日本是那麼的吸引我。可能是因為日本人有禮，守規矩。他們做事情的認真，不馬虎，是我最喜歡的。
Naturopathic – 1
Meeting with Florie yesterday, I discovered my emotional issue was the first thing that came up. I was fascinated by the machine, which I only held on to two attached metal rods for 2 minutes. It came up with all the issues in my body. It’s very interesting indeed.
So I got three supplements and one bottle of clear drop, that I need to take daily. I will go back to see Florie in three weeks, meanwhile, I will see if the supplements are taking effect in my body…
四個月前的今天
那一天走進每一間有可能會買到拐杖的商店，找遍整個機場 我們失望地回到出境區。走到禁區前，我們跟他們揮手道別。唯獨外婆沒有轉頭看我們，我心裡難過了起來。雖然，我們相處的時間少之又少，但是，我打從心裡尊敬她。可能是因為她從一開始就接納我，讓我沒有感到被排外，或因外表被論斷。也因著她，我想到自己的外婆 晚年過的淒涼，孤獨。 所以， 我珍惜跟老公外婆相處的時光。
當天，我心中焦急地惱怒老公不發一言。我以為年老的長輩有優先權進入出境區。心中的難過不捨他們回去，混著對老公過度的期待。就在情人節的當天，我生氣地沈默。他試著跟我溝通，帶我去逛街，我卻一直走著不理他。我看到他的難過，我更是狠心不講話。
是倔強，堅持，還是無理取鬧，我自己心裡明白。
想起今年的情人節，雖然我們都不常特別慶祝節日，但是因為我 我們二人都不開心。
老公，對不起！ 謝謝你包容我的壞脾氣。我是知道的，你不從跟我計較，所以我更謝謝你。
I love you Hunny~
Moving on moving
Today marks the first move of our plan to get our own place. It was a relief for me to talk to Patricia this morning. We are blessed and we are prayed for pursuing our dream and future as she gladly accepted the news. I feel this is the right thing to do, to honour one another as we honour God. We know why we are here in the first place, God provided all our needs.
So moving on~ We need to talk to Raymond and a realtor. The ship is sailing now, hopefully steadily and gradually so we can reach our first home.
Thank you Lord
Thank you Lord for this place to live. Thank you Lord for food on the table. Thank you Lord for our parents who love us. Thank you Lord for your provision. Thank you Lord you’ve heard our prayers. Thank you Lord you know our needs and wants. Thank you Lord you won’t spoil us. Thank you Lord for your discipline. Thank you Lord you give us opportunity to learn to have patience. Thank you Lord our lives are in your hands. Thank you Lord for your patience with us. Thank you Lord our hope is in you. Thank you Lord you grab us to hang on. Thank you Lord for the strength you give us. Thank you Lord this is not our home. Thank you Lord your presence is us with. Thank you Lord our home is in you. Thank you Lord we are able to praise you. Thank you Lord you put faith in our heart. Thank you Lord you increase the desire in our heart to love you. Thank you Lord your grace allow us to pursue you. Thank you Lord we have the joy of your salvation. Thank you Lord you never let us go. Thank you Lord you walk with us in different seasons in our lives. Thank you Lord we see you in our lives.
May you show us your way, your heart desire, your plan~ Thank you Lord~