Every time when Peter saw me early in church, he would always tell me that he didn’t know what he was doing. Today, he said the same thing, and jokingly asked me to speak today. “Me? You want me to speak?”, I replied in a worried voice tone. He said, “yah, as long as you have God’s word, you do have God’s word right?”

Of course, I know he was joking… yet again, it got me to think if I really have anything to say. I hate public speaking with all my heart. My heart will pound like crazy, my head will spin like I’m going to win a wheel of fortune, my throat will get dry…. anything that shouldn’t be happening will happen once I get in front of people, it doesn’t matter how many people too!

So yes, I might have the word of God in me, something I can share. However, it’s not time yet…. I don’t know if there will ever be time…. to preach…. just saying…. I’m still very much interested in studying theology.